Tuesday, February 17, 2009
My parents are the worst
I rather not have them around, they suck and stink and the worst of the kind
May they never have joy aor peace
for these will elude them for good
No one will ever come by them or pass by them by
For they will be a stench to the earth and word only so vile that it is never spoken
Their name shall become a mockery of the earth and no man smart enough will ever endow it on their child
So the darkness have spoken
jinxd ; when it cannot be erased
5:32 AM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Its a pain to see my beloved face so unhappy
To see the song so dead and dreary
I wonder the many days why its so hard
That i could see but yet could not help
Bind away in helpless chains i watch her tears fall down
In a cavern not too far, my Father watches over her
Though we may not see each other
The pain we feel is always the same
The joy we experince is the same but yet too binding
The emotions we have are so deceiving
Yet till through this we have the Lord
Thanketh be for the Lord is faithful till the bitter end
In this tireless world we run and we fight
He is still there to guide as we fight
jinxd ; when it cannot be erased
7:26 AM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Yes i hear it now, i was a fool but a fool i no longer will be.
There is a gap between each of them and me and by no means are they able to come near.
I need not friends in my life, they are either hindrances or tools for the moment
unless my Father calls me to communicate with them, i have no other use with them.
I am a proffessional soloist by the grace of God, and i do not need anyone to help. How i was a fool to think and humans could actually be reliable. I have no longer use of ian, jiehau or joy, but my my consciences and committments and their use in the past, i will keep them in reserved but nothing more. My bag gets heavier each day on the road of life, but with my Lord, its always a pleasure to carry it. For when im weak, he helps me and when i fall he helps me up. To Him only shall i trust and rely on and no one else.
jinxd ; when it cannot be erased
6:14 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
With a twisted mind and war wages on
It tears this body apart
With my mind blank and heart is torn
What am i to do
It hurts yet i cant do anything
Its utterly painful and kills me each day
jinxd ; when it cannot be erased
10:35 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
You can give me so much and yet so little
I do not understand your plan for me though i know its good
Your will i follow and no one else
This world has nothing i want yet im tortured to carry on this life
With anger always attacking and tempting me each day to hate
Which that i will never do for i am forbidden to hate and destroy
My purpose is to serve to the Lord Almighty Jesus Christ and that is all that i do
Regardless of the people around me and my limitations to do
The time is near and may the Lord be with me till then
jinxd ; when it cannot be erased
5:13 AM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
New year resolutions
Its time and time again to this huh
Im glad its now online
Love so much that it cannot be descibed but time is short as when im going
Ian, now i cant bring him along, day by day he is getting to be a hindrance
No, he may have some use but it is deteriorating bit by bit
Soon he's going to be a burden but what else can i do
If i cant unite by time, i will have to train up regardless and become who i am suppose to be
I fear for the on coming times, but since the Lord is with me i need not care the least about the signs that appear, for who can touch me when the Lord is with me
hahaha
Fools on earth are now scrambling around like ants on fire when they see,
People with good intentions are showing now, its time for the people to be saved
I have no use for the celebrations, well maybe a little but only if the Lord will it.
These days i need Jesus ever so much to be with me, my courage is failing and so is my body
The day grows nearer where i shed by body and take up a new one
Alas its still long but neither is it too far
Till that day comes, as long as my Lord Jesus Christ is with me
I can never fail
jinxd ; when it cannot be erased
3:05 AM
Monday, December 25, 2006
Im back
ok, now on the topic of pride and authority
Tell you the truth im very weak in this topic but in my weakness the Lord makes me strong
I am a very prideful person, thats for sure
and i defy authority that opposes me
But after doing the discipleship book
Thats all memories
When our leaders do something wrong we should tell them politely
and well they ask us to do something
we should ask God whether we should obey before making any decisions?
Amen?
AMEN!
jinxd ; when it cannot be erased
7:03 AM
