i looked out my window. stared at the moon. and saw your face brighter than the stars and more beautiful than the moon.
kindness
love
joy
peace
faithfulness
gentleness
patience
________ promise me you'll never let me go //*
In this grassy field I stand alone
Gazing up at the moon and starlit night
Thinking of what now I am and
What I was in my war-torn life
Am I all alone in this ever-shifting world?
What do the tides of fate have planned?
The waving grass whispers truths in my heart
As I stare at the future in my hand
Soft rain is falling...
I can feel it touch my face
It comforts, it loves, it heals me
Like the warmth of her embrace
Soft rain is falling...
Will it simply fall away?
I'm unsure, I'm scared, I'm frightened
Because it's here at your side I want to stay
The night is dark, but I hear her,
Her soft voice calling out my name
My thoughts, my heart, and my dreams
By her are somehow changed
Soft rain is falling...
And brings a smile to my face
Because it gives me new life
Surrounded by her grace
Soft rain is falling...
Will I let it fall away?
I tremble, I fear, I cry out
I can't let her slip away
So I'll take her in my own arms
And hold her close to me
And whisper softly in her ear
That I'll love her for eternity
Soft rain is falling...
It's music to my ears
Like her smile, her eyes, her voice
That I will cherish through the years
Soft rain is falling...
But Water is mine to stay
I'm happy, I'm at peace, I'm whole now...
Even to this lonely day
Soft rain has fallen...
Though she has wandered off
I still live, I still love, I still meet her
Even now I know she lives on
Because soft rain is falling...
by Rinoa Iam
MAKE ITTHROUGHTHE DAYSGONE BY
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Yes i hear it now, i was a fool but a fool i no longer will be. There is a gap between each of them and me and by no means are they able to come near. I need not friends in my life, they are either hindrances or tools for the moment unless my Father calls me to communicate with them, i have no other use with them. I am a proffessional soloist by the grace of God, and i do not need anyone to help. How i was a fool to think and humans could actually be reliable. I have no longer use of ian, jiehau or joy, but my my consciences and committments and their use in the past, i will keep them in reserved but nothing more. My bag gets heavier each day on the road of life, but with my Lord, its always a pleasure to carry it. For when im weak, he helps me and when i fall he helps me up. To Him only shall i trust and rely on and no one else. jinxd ; when it cannot be erased
6:14 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
With a twisted mind and war wages on It tears this body apart With my mind blank and heart is torn What am i to do It hurts yet i cant do anything Its utterly painful and kills me each day jinxd ; when it cannot be erased
10:35 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
You can give me so much and yet so little I do not understand your plan for me though i know its good Your will i follow and no one else This world has nothing i want yet im tortured to carry on this life With anger always attacking and tempting me each day to hate Which that i will never do for i am forbidden to hate and destroy My purpose is to serve to the Lord Almighty Jesus Christ and that is all that i do Regardless of the people around me and my limitations to do The time is near and may the Lord be with me till then jinxd ; when it cannot be erased
5:13 AM
